it just is what it is

january went fast. sheesh. at least my posture is much better. all that exercise and stuff really
does help. and the signs posted all over to 'sit up straight' and 'no slouching.'
i'm in the process of trying to get the place i get my hair done to have yoga classes. ha.
good one, i know.

being a very good girl lately, eating so darn healthy it's scary. really trying to avoid that
stomach bug that everyone around school has.

boring blog, i know.

my resume has gone to www.emersonwaldorf.org and i'm waiting to hear from admin there.
business is boomin here, getting lots of new referrals and having to turn them down. i just can't do any more than what i am doing and expect to smile or breathe. one kid twice a week is all i can handle. i am so torn about what to do next year. i am getting a little too involved with school and the 'innards' of it. but it does help with things. getting to know people and having a little fun as well. i want to leave it, but at the same time, it's nice to watch the seeds of one's labor grow and blossom. that's the payoff that does not really occur when moving around a lot. and moving around a lot is something i really like to do. i'm trying to see the other side of that. it's not so bad, but the fire is burning and i want to get out.

it's pretty intense, this drive i seem to have. if i manage to keep myself around artists and stuff, i'll be much better off. i am in desparate need of some creative people to just be with. i need some serious intensity that does not come from myself. the good kind, of course.....