Kissing

All right. This stems from the fact that I don't kiss. Instead I wish I had someone to kiss. Not like a peck goodnight, but a nice, long, "making out" kind of kissing that is simple and thirst provoking. So in my missing of kissing, I started to wonder who the first couple was to actually decide that they wanted to put their lips together and mush them around, put their tongues into each other's mouth, and enjoy it. This had to be in the time before toothpaste, toothbrushes, and the like. I agreed with a friend of mine when she said that people probably chewed mint leaves or something. Yes, i had the nerve to actually spout this out with another person, and I trust her implicitly. But why does good kissing make ya wanna do *other* things? I have not googled this or even done any research, I just think it's amazing that kissing is what it is, and that it is so nice. When done properly, anyways.
Missing kissing, that is what i am doing today, besides rearranging furniture and playing with Ethan.

A book i finished, "Soulmate" by Deepak Chopra, had a line in it that has really reminded me of how to be a nicer person. "Every soul wants to be seen." I have even said it at school when some teachers are miffed about a child's behavior. I got looked at funny, but the kid wanted to be considered, seen, heard, understood, and LOVED dammit. Why is that so hard for some people? Then I realized, they too want to be seen. So i took the time to see them, and the air changed. What power there is in looking beyond the body and attitude. I love it.

Without agenda, without a plan, I have a desire,
Keeping true to the truth, and......
then the phone rings.....

more soon....