thanks

i've been in a thankful mood lately. really paying attention to the things for which i am grateful.
the past few minutes i've been feeling thankful for my fingers. how nicely they ease my day. making it cake to wash my hair, fix my son breakfast, feel the beauty of the day while my top is down on my jeep. the fingers and palms have so many great nerve endings, the day does not feel the same on the feet or elbows or legs. different, but not the same. to me at least. feeling the keys beneath my fingers right now, it's nice to be able to type most words without looking at the keys. i am so glad i took keyboarding in high school, thanks mrs. koudounis!

while being thankful for hands and fingers, i'm led to the thought of touching someone. how i miss giving massages and running my fingers through the hair of another while driving....even if i don't give great massages, i still like to think that if anyone was on the receiving end of my touch they would feel love and energy.

i like to be still enough to feel my pulse through my fingertips, not while touching anything....

peace