Sunday, March 13, 2005

choices

oh boy. that school was the nicest one i've visited in some time. a lot of parents were there and their kids played with ethan. i really liked the billy goats. ethan and i fit in. i would love to teach there. i put in an application to chatham and chapel hill schools, just in case.

sometimes i listen to people and don't feel like i am understanding exactly what they are trying to communicate. sometimes i do.

off to update the resume. aye aye aye.

am dreaming of fresh starts and new beginnings. maybe i could live in chapel hill after all. good college, lots of jobs. fresh ideas, old money.

oh i wish i could be in asheville right now. sipping something warm with someone warm. having a moment of life that truly feels alive. not that i don't feel alive right now, mind you.

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1 comment:

me said...

as we search for a smile curious how they come back looking for you... on that note i lived in jaxsonhell for a couple years. hows the weather?

being an empath (feeling others...) i am constantly tasked with other ppls feelings which does include an exact understanding of them. it is a gift, as well a curse. Be content in your abilities and enjoy each moment.